(Lizzie POV) My heart is breaking. That's all I can feel right now; this strong pull as we head to Dean's car with the last of our stuff. The boys are asleep in their car seats; all ready and waiting for us. Where Holden might be, I have no idea. "Is there anything else left to do?" Dean asks me softly, wiping a stray tear from beneath my eye lashes. I swallow and with regret, shake my head, "let's go." Dean nods and we climbs into the car. I don't want to go. I feel like I'm betraying the pack by walking out.. Not only am I leaving Holden, my mate and Alpha, but I'm abandoning the entire pack. I'm a sorry excuse for a mate. I stare at the brick house as Dean starts the engine up. A flurry of tears stream down my face, as I watch the house disappear from view. All I wanted wa