Ivan I don't understand why I do what I do half of the time. Like when I got up this morning, my plan was to apologize to her and make things right. But what did I do? Like seriously? Do I have multiple personality disorder or something? The way I was reacting these days, it was highly likely. Why would I go and say that stuff to her? I think something she said made me angry and I reacted. It must have been her no. Yes, it has to be that. She flat out said no when I asked her if she would like me to touch her, like I was disgusting or something. But if that was the case then could her body be lying? I just lightly kissed her and even then I could hear her heart hammering against her chest, her body was heated. It w