Ivan I couldn't sleep a wink. I just tossed and turned but there was no respite from the stinking feeling inside me. Why can't I have a moment of peace? Ever since this disastrous marriage took place, things have gotten so shitty. There was not a single peaceful day in my life ever since then. Something or other happening all the time. And somehow it's always Amber in the middle of it. But what happened last night, it surpassed everything. Every damn f*****g thing. My brain wanted to believe Dario but my heart, my heart wanted to believe Amber. It seemed weirdly icky that she, who could barely manage to stand in front of me or look me in the eye could come onto someone like Dario. Worse, Dario being Dario c