Ivan
I watched her walk away and smiled. She seemed happy today which was a relaxation because I was very worried the moment I woke up about how she was going to react. I took a much longer shower than needed just to avoid her. I was afraid. What if she was disgusted by me? What if she hates me? These were the questions running through my mind even when I lay awake with Amber comfortably tucked under my arm. I watched her sleep and a part of me wanted to ran away at that time. I was so angry at myself for losing control with her. I had no idea what happened last night. I came home drunk, she was helping me out and then...I just lost it. I tried my very best to explain it to her. And I relaxed only when she said
