Why was he sleeping in my room?
He has the eyes that you could drown in. And up closer, there was a certain softness to his otherwise bad guy rugged look. We were sleeping on the same bed, on either side. The inches between us felt like miles. He was someone I can never have and I knew that. He will never love me. I knew that too. But still, despite having all the wisdom I needed to move away from him, I keep falling for him little by little each day. Despite the way he treats me, even after what he did last night...I still loved him. I still wished that there wasn't this ever expanding space between us. I still wanted him closer to me. I wanted him to smile at me just the way he used to smile at Vera. I wanted him to want to touch me, pull me to him and touch me...I wanted everything th
