Nervous energy coursed through Jared's veins. It was the best kind of high, the only kind of high he would be getting from now on, if things worked out the way he was determined they would. He stood off on the side of the stage, going over in his mind the show they were about to play. His legs shook, his hands shook, and he felt like he was going to hyperventilate, but damn he'd missed this. "You good?" Reaper asked as he came over. He was in full concert mode; the sunglasses and swagger were on. "Yeah." Jared grinned, and he meant it. He hadn't felt this alive in such a long time. Even back over the summer, before his relapse and OD - things had felt off for him. It was something he couldn't explain, and he hadn't told anyone about it. How could you tell someone what you didn't know you

