I get up early the next day and perform my morning routine. It's not really easy due to my pregnancy but I've quickly learned to adjust. I've been through worse in the past and this surely is nothing in comparison to that. A huge difference between both situations being that after all the suffering I was going to get the greatest gift of all, my baby but during those times, I got nothing but deep physical and emotional scars. I try to shake off the thought.
I still do get nightmares of Zephyr, well, sometimes and I get scared when I have certain flashbacks of what I went through in the past but it's not as severe as it was the first time. Kayden has advised me to go for therapy and I've even met the doctor. She seems like a really nice person and I know I have nothing to worry about.
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