ALVAH If there was a feeling stronger than guilt, it was what I was experiencing as I stared at my computer screen. I couldn’t believe I had yelled at her when she was genuinely concerned about me and trying to help. I couldn't believe I had been so cruel towards her. I knew that what I did was necessary, but I couldn't shake off the deep pang of guilt. I didn’t realize how much damage I had caused until I found myself being ignored by her countless times. I couldn’t even engage in a simple conversation with her without being brushed off. Even when she handed me the files, her expression was stern, devoid of any warmth. Apart from work-related interactions or during meetings, she hadn’t uttered a single word to me. I didn’t know if apologizing would mend the rift between us, but I misse