I didn't. I couldn't. There was no way something wouldn't have happened if I got in that pool with Bexley. It's been taking everything in me not to fu.cking look at her naked body. There's no way in hell that I could swim with her. So, I declined without a reason and plopped my a.ss on the ground while Bexley had her fun.
Watching her wasn't much easier either. My eyes roamed down her naked body more than once, even though she kept her back to me most of the time. I would linger on the droplets of water that ran down her bare back. My mouth would go dry, and I would struggle to not go rushing to lick every drop off her body.
I will not let this bond break me. I. Will. Not. I'm stronger than it is. I don't want a mate. I especially don't want Bexley.
Bexley's words from earlier started t
