Emma Last night was incredible, I didn't plan for that to happen but I don't regret a thing. Alex was so loving and gentle with me but then he f****d me hard when I needed it and I honestly wouldn't change a single moment of it. I knew the time would come but I didn't think that I would be ready so soon but if there's one thing I've learned from Emily going missing it is that life's too short, you shouldn't hold back and live in regret, you should make the most of each day and Alex and I definitely made the most of last night. The hot water from the shower has done a great job of easing my overworked muscles but it didn't do anything to stop my mind from working overtime, my mind may be thinking about last night right now but this business with Jay and Emily's disappearance is never far