Chapter Six

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Chapter Six I could not sleep. My eyes were wide open in the dark, staring blankly up at the high ceiling of the bedroom. Even after the loud party noise finally died down outside, and the big clubhouse below settled into quiet, distant rumbles of deep laughter and the occasional roar of a motorcycle engine, my mind simply would not stop spinning. I lay perfectly still in the center of Stone’s massive black bed, pulling the smooth sheets tightly around my body. My lips still felt hot, swollen, and tingly from the intense way he had kissed me in front of everyone. Across the room, his heavy leather vest was folded neatly over the wooden chair. Even though I wasn’t wearing it right now, the weight of that Property of Stone patch still felt like it was pressing heavily against my chest, making it hard to take a deep breath. What the hell am I doing with my life? Two years. I had spent two whole years quietly, secretly loving Tyler. For twenty-four long months, I had imagined a simple, quiet future with him. I used to think about going on normal dinner dates, living in a peaceful house in a quiet neighborhood, and waking up on lazy Sunday mornings without the sharp smell of motor oil and gunpowder filling the air. Tyler was safe. He was predictable. He was the exact kind of regular man who did not come with a dangerous criminal record, heavy tattoos, or a lawless motorcycle club that could burn my entire life down to the ground in a single night. And now? Now I was lying directly in the bed of a massive, terrifying man who had just told me—and told his entire club—that I was never going to leave this compound. A man whose hungry kiss had just set every single nerve in my body on fire, making me completely forget Tyler’s name for several long, dizzying seconds. I rolled over onto my side, tucking my legs close to my chest. Stone was lying on the small leather couch across the room again. His massive, muscular frame was simply too big for the furniture, his long legs stretching awkwardly over the armrest. I listened closely to the darkness. I could hear his steady, deep breathing. He wasn’t asleep either. I was learning very quickly that Stone rarely did anything he didn’t want to do, and that included pretending to give me space when he really wanted to be close. This whole thing was supposed to be a fake game. The words kept repeating over and over inside my head like a loud warning bell. I had walked into that rowdy biker bar feeling desperate, broken, and completely humiliated. I had been totally ready to use a dangerous stranger to spark a little bit of jealousy in the man I thought I wanted. But remembering Tyler’s face tonight—how hurt, confused, and angry he looked when he saw me on Stone's lap—did not bring the sweet satisfaction I had expected. Instead, it left me feeling horribly guilty. It made me feel like a cruel, bad person. Tyler wasn't perfect, of course. He had kept me trapped in the lonely friend zone for years while he openly dated other pretty girls right in front of my face. But did he really deserve to be publicly rejected and humiliated like that tonight? Did he deserve to watch me sitting on the lap of the most dangerous man in the county, wearing another man’s property patch like it meant absolutely nothing to me? And then, there was Stone. God, Stone. Every single time that man reached out and touched my skin, something deep and hidden inside me woke up completely. The dark way he looked at me wasn’t just simple lust—it was a deep, unyielding obsession. It was total possession. It was like I had suddenly become the absolute center of his violent, lawless world the exact second I walked up to his bar stool. A huge part of me was completely terrified by that intensity. This wild life—the hidden compound, the strict club rules, the constant danger I could feel humming beneath every single conversation—could easily swallow a girl like me whole. What if I lost myself completely in his shadow? What if one day the club's dangerous business turned bad, and I found myself trapped here forever with no way out? But another part of me—a darker, hungrier part that I barely even recognized—craved his attention. I liked the respectful way the other huge Reapers nodded their heads at me now when I walked through the room. I liked Riley’s quiet friendship and the comfort of knowing I had an entire club of protectors at my back. It was a powerful sense of safety that a regular boy like Tyler could never offer me in a million years. And most of all, I really liked the way Stone looked at me—like I was the only precious thing in this whole world worth burning everything else down to protect. I sat up slowly in the dark bed, wrapping my arms tightly around my knees and hugging them to my chest. The slight movement of the mattress made the leather couch across the room squeak softly as Stone stirred. "You are thinking far too loud, little dove," his voice broke the silence. It was a rough, gravelly rumble thick with sleep. He didn't open his dark eyes, but I could feel his intense focus tracking my body through the shadows anyway. "I am just... processing everything," I whispered softly into the quiet room. "Thinking about Tyler. The wild party. Everything is just happening so fast." Stone finally sat up slowly. The heavy wool blanket fell down to his waist, revealing the hard, broad planes of his heavily tattooed chest and stomach. Even in the dim, soft light of the moon coming through the windows, he looked incredibly powerful. He looked dangerous. He looked completely addictive. He swung his long legs out of the couch, walked over to the edge of the large bed with silent steps, and sat down right across from me. He reached out and rested one massive, warm hand flat against my bare knee. His touch was steady, heavy, and reassuring. "Talk to me, Tessa," he said softly. It wasn't a harsh demand this time. It was an order wrapped in deep, genuine concern. I swallowed the dry lump in my throat hard. "I feel so guilty, Stone. About Tyler. He wasn’t wrong tonight—I did have deep feelings for him for a very long time. And now I feel like I’ve dragged you into my messy life and... I don’t even know what is real anymore." Stone’s strong jaw tightened instantly at the mention of Tyler's name, but he stayed completely quiet, letting me speak my mind without interrupting. "I came to your bar to make him jealous. That was the whole plan," I continued, my voice shaking. "Two weeks of pretending, and then I was supposed to go right back to my normal, quiet life. But now you are telling everyone that I am not leaving. And the absolute scariest part of all this is..." A small tear slipped down my cheek, and my voice cracked. "A part of me doesn’t even want to leave you. I barely know you, Stone. You are a dangerous man. This whole world you live in is terrifying. But when you kiss me, when you touch my body like I already belong to you, I completely forget every single reason why I should run away from you." He didn't hesitate. He moved closer and cupped both sides of my face with his large, warm hands. His rough, calloused thumbs gently brushed the wet tears away from my cheeks. His dark eyes bored straight into mine with a terrifying, beautiful focus that made the rest of the world vanish. "You are not going to run away from me, Tessa," he said, his voice dangerously quiet and absolute. "Because deep down in your heart, you already know that this isn't a game anymore. This is completely real now. That boy Tyler gave you nothing but tiny scraps of his attention for two long years. I am offering you every single thing I have. My full protection. My ultimate loyalty. My f*****g soul if you want to take it. The guilt you feel? It will fade away with time. The fear? You will learn how to live with it. But the explosive way your body reacts every time I touch you? That is not fake, Tessa. You can't fake that heat." More tears pricked at the corners of my eyes. My heart felt completely torn in two pieces. I was stuck right in the middle of a war between the safe, ordinary future I had always planned for myself and this raw, all-consuming fire sitting right in front of me on the bed. "I am just so scared that I will lose who I am if I stay here," I admitted honestly, looking up at him. Stone leaned his massive body forward until his forehead was resting flat against mine. He held me right there, forcing me to breathe in his rich scent of leather and warmth. "You will not lose yourself here, little dove," he murmured against my skin, his voice full of a deep promise. "You are going to find a much stronger, braver version of yourself in this house. And I am going to be standing right here beside you, obsessed and possessive as hell, making sure that absolutely no one—not Tyler, not this dangerous world, not even your own doubts—can ever take you away from me." He lowered his head slightly and kissed me again. This kiss was different from the one at the party. It was much slower. It was much deeper. It felt completely intimate, like he was using his lips to seal a permanent, unbreakable promise between our souls. His tongue swirled against mine, warm and demanding, and a heavy wave of pure desire rushed through my veins. I wrapped my shaking arms around his neck, pulling his massive chest closer to mine, completely surrendering to his touch. And as I kissed him back in the dark room, my internal war kept raging on inside my mind—a wild mix of deep guilt, sharp fear, hot desire, and a fast-growing need for this man that I could no longer deny. I was falling for him. I was falling incredibly fast. And as Stone pulled me tighter against his hard body, I realized that I wasn’t sure I ever wanted anyone to catch me.
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