Craig Caylee is quiet on the drive home, her mind probably at the same place that mine is. Sharing her power would mean that I will be channeling a power that was never meant to be channeled by any male. There is a reason that it is only women that have the ability to channel that power, born with that power and there is simply no knowing what would happen if I were to channel that power. There is a chance that it could kill me, but I know I would gladly take that risk if it gave Caylee even the slightest chance of surviving. Everything that I hold dear, depends on her living. "I don't know if it is the best idea to go through with this. It is a different thing to have you channel power that belongs to me, but to channel power that was never mine, never meant to be contained in one body

