Nile
After saying that she's with her friends and cannot come, I kept calling her number and the rest of the calls were sent to voicemail. I laughed at myself as I angrily threw the phone on the floor, I sat on the bare floor as bottles of alcohols was sprawled on the floor before me
At the end of the day I was lonely in Christmas again, with no one to celebrate it with, my life is just so pathetic as hell, after I lost my mum my world has never been the same, my dad who never gave me attention from childhood was the only one I have left, and I don't want to him too, the only one he loved was my brother, he never loved, and ever since childhood I've been begging for his attention that I'm willing to do anything just for him to love me, and still even on a Christmas he could not even wish
