I turn around and let my tears fall. I was like a deaf that the words Rodney is saying to me do not sink in my mind at all. He is standing in front of me and desperately saying words.
“Nica, let me explain.” He begs and holds my arms.
I closed my eyes and grumbled my anger. “I am so tired of my life!” I shout at his face and moved away from him. “I am so done being rejected! Being shoved away! Being alone! It is f*****g so hard to be me!” I punched the wall my hand touched and pushed him when he tried to calm me down. “What was that? Every time you’re with me you are thinking of a guy?! Because you know that your parents will not accept you of being you, so you are lying to them and fooling them by playing with me and my feelings!” I sobbed. “You’re fooling me! All of you! I w
