As the sun rises little by little, a small smile also begins to form on my face. This smile might be the realest since my husband died. This is the warmest smile I gave to the world after being so down for many long weeks. Today, I smile like the smile I wore when I was walking down the aisle with him waiting for me. This is also the same day that I already accepted it; I already accepted that he will not come back no more. Hence, he is waiting for me up there.
I already cried the painful tears; I already let out those heart-breaking sobs; and I already knew in my heart that it is only his body that left us. He is here with me, in my heart and in my mind. And there, he will forever live.
I do not really know what happened. But yesterday, I woke up stronger. I came back to my s
