Joanna
It was finally Christmas and I was ready for this year to be over. I decided to spend Christmas at Rachel's house since she said Axel would be gone most of the day running ‘Errands’ but didn't go into detail about what exactly he was doing. I don't even think she knew. I honestly felt a bit childish at how I had been avoiding him but looking at him physically hurt. I can't believe I gave myself so willingly to him. The only other person than Mike i had slept with and it ended up in a s**t show.
I had warned him. I told him to not pursue me if he wasn't going to try. I told him to stay away from me if all he was going to do was hurt me. But no he was just looking for a warm bed and a p***y to rest his d**k in for the night. I scolded myself because deep down I knew that wasn't tru
