I don't know how to handle myself right now, it feels like this isn't me anymore. I feel like I don't have soul anymore. Why am I being like this? From the start I am just a maldita, I don't give any damn f**k to anyone but right now? Is this what really friend is? I mean ugh! Nevermind I don't know how to explain my thought. Siguro nga tama yung nabasa ko sa isang libro. Friendship is a chain of Gold, Shaped in God's all Perfect mold, Each link a smile, laugh, a tear, A grip of a hand, A word of cheer, As steadfast as the ages roll, Binding closer soul to soul; No matter how far, or heavy the Load Sweet is the Journey on friendship roads. Napabuntong hininga na lang ako at saka naglakad lakad, sa sobrang dami ng iniisip ko hindi ko na alam kung saan ba ako dinadala ng paa ko. I am now un