~Lily~ “Tell me what you want.” My mouth did a thing where it decided for me and I just blurted, because when you’re all heat and stupid and someone’s looking at you like you’re a dare you don’t get cute, you get real. “I want you to ruin me,” “Good. Hold the pole tightly,” Connor ordered, a command that snapped every nerve in my body to attention. “I am not going to be gentle. Hold it.” My hands flew up like they belonged to him more than they belonged to me. The pole was icy, shocking, biting, and it made me gasp so loud I embarrassed myself, but I clutched tighter anyway. Then he was behind me. As he slammed into my space so hard the air rushed out of me and my whole chest jolted forward against the pole. My knees buckled, my breath tore out of me in a squeal, and I laughed li

