DESIRE'S & FATE

Chapter *20*

HAPPY READING

Sibel POV

"Bye, baby," he said, leaning over in his seat and placing a lingering kiss on my lips. We had just parked the car at 6:30 on the dot. Ryon needed to be at work, and I needed to be at for 9:00. It was the end of a perfect weekend.

"Bye, handsome," I giggled at the way it felt nice in my stomach, and he chuckled. Ryon cleanly shaved chin made him look rather sexy, I thought with admiration. Surely, it was a crime to look so good this early in the morning.

"I will call you baby," he chuckled softly, and those impossibly long lashes framing his gorgeous grey eyes were easy to get lost in was another of his weapons I came to learn And the air about my man that screamed authority made him look sensational beneath the black suit with a crisp white shirt and black tie and the nicely folded dark Green handkerchief in his breast pocket completed his signature classy look perfectly. The man was a perfect work of art, and it was no wonder women flocked to him like glue.

"If you keep looking at me like that, neither of us will leave this car," he smirked, and God knows I already had a limp in my step and couldn't take anymore. The man rearranged my s**t on purpose.

"You have a good day," I said immediately, opening his car door, and he burst out laughing. I'm glad I can amuse him.

He shook his head, eyes liting up with amusement coming down from his laughter, and I smiled.

"Bye baby, have a great day," he said, reaching for my face and swiping his thumb over my cheek. "I had a great time this weekend, I will miss you," he kissed my lips again and got out of his car. He walked around the front of the car and held the door open for me while he helped me out and took my bag.

"I had a great time too," I said as we walked to my front door, and he laced our fingers.

"I will call after your exams. You will acquire incredible results, and I can't wait to hear all about it."

"Thank you," I whispered and he place my bag at the foot of the door and took my face in both hands, "you got this beautiful," he smiled and my inside turned to jelly even my knees were giving out on me. "You're very cute when you blush," Ryon let out.

"We're both going to be late if we don't get a move on it," Ryon said, watching me. Ryon's hot piercing gaze on me brought an intense feeling of vulnerability and shyness that made me uncomfortable at times even when I tried not to be.

I groaned silently when I realized I didn't hear what he said next. Damn, my man was so gorgeous that one could lose their train of thought just by looking at him, I thought, looking at his lips. "What did you say?" I swallowed hard.

"We need to get going..."

"But..." I pouted. My desires for Ryon had rather intensified, and I'd never felt as safe as I had been surrounded by his body heat. I looked up and saw a look on Ryon's face that I couldn't fathom.

"Girl, don't make me lock you away in my car," he smirked, and I hit his shoulder blushing.

"What are you thinking," his voice turned husky.

"I'm not thinking," I said belly, quivering at the rasp in his voice. This man can make me hot all over hardly doing a damn thing.

"Sure you weren't," Ryon burst into laughter, and I knew my colour was a dead giveaway.

"Bye, baby. I need to leave," he kissed my forehead and did not attempt to walk away. The longer we stayed around each other, the worse the temptation to touch him was growing. There were times I just wanted to rip his clothes off, slammed my lips against his sexy lips, or take him deep into my throat but I just excuse myself and tried with all my might to compose the horny beast I was becoming. I have never felt this level of attraction and riot of emotions in my entire life, and sometimes it bothered me that some sort of demon he had possessed me with. But as compelling as it was, I pride myself on my self-control, so I'm not going to beg this man for another energized weekend or the way he pruned my lawn... I couldn't tell what this man put on me, I do know I wanted him like I never wanted him before. I was going to miss him, and I didn't like the unpleasant feeling of not seeing him all day.

It was a realization that scared the life out of me because deep down, something told me to guard my heart. Then all I had to do is close my eyes and visions of Ryon's captivating grey eyes and lean body would come into focus now the powerful s****l magnetism that made my insides quiver only makes me burn with desire and I realize I was always horny and the s****l tension between us only makes me want to make a fool of myself with the s****l pull. It was so strong that I reached up on my toes and slammed my lips against his and kissed him.

He didn't deny me but rather moved to my neck, biting his way there. We couldn't suppress how we felt, the emotions between us... we needed each other badly.

Me up against my front door, my boyfriend between my legs, and our hands burning each other skin. A tingle slithered down my neck and then spread out over my body, drawing goosebumps on my skin. I couldn't help but enjoy, couldn't bring myself to let go, to stop this madness...

What else was I going to call it...

It felt so good, his hand about my body, and as sore as I was, I wanted more...

His tongue swirling over my nerve endings, sending a shiver through me. "We need to stop," he whispered, his finger trailing just between my butt and lower back.

"Hmmm," I couldn't suppress a gasp when the other hand trailed between my tights I tense up in anticipation. Then I felt it... His hand was on my saturated underwear, and I let out a shaky breath. It felt too good to feel it pulse, and he squeezed it gently.

The intensity of need that whirled through me was overwhelming, and if that wasn't enough, then I had to content with his massive, rock-hard length against me. Leaving an arm around Ryon's neck, my other hand slowly slid down to the bulge at his groin and squeezed.

Strangely, I wanted to feel it inside my palm.

"Fuck..." he let out a strangled breath.

Ryon took in a deep breath and I could tell by the way he swore he was trying to keep his raging hormones under control. I knew I need to stop what was happening, knew he needed to find a way to constrain the burst of passion that was sailing my senses because I couldn't. It felt so good, I just couldn't stop.

My breathing was ragged, my body was against me and his eyes glazed over in arousal. A tiny whimper escaped me and my eyes flattered shut but the nanosecond it took for his tongue to slither out of his mouth to lick his parted lips. I was ready to succumb to pure sensation just as it had to happen my phone started ringing then stopped and began ringing again.

"You should get that," he whimpered and my heart pounded so fiercely inside my chest that I thought it would burst out. Ryon backed away and took my phone out of my purse hitting the answer button.

"It's your mom," he whispered and I was confused...

What had happened between us had been so spontaneous and exciting it made all my rational sense fly through the window.

I wasn't thinking at all.

"Mom?" I breathe out putting the phone to my ear.

"Hi, baby girl. Your father and I need to speak with you," she said and I nodded eyes never leaving Ryon.

"Alright...Yes... yes, my exam ends at eleven, then I can swing by the house." I responded and Ryon mouthed "breath..."

"That would be perfect, we can grab lunch," she said.

"Yes, okay that would be nice," I said.

"Sibel, are you alright?" she asked after a moment's pause.

"Yes, I'm fine mom."

"You sound out of breath. Are you out already?"

"Yes... Just finished my workout."

"Didn't know you started."

"Oh god mom, I was just finishing up can we talk later."

"Why the rush," she asked.

"I need to finish this, I have an exam today."

"If you say so," she teased and I rolled my eyes.

"I need to finish this mom, bye," I said cutting the call before she said another word.

"How awkward," Ryon murmured. "You need to finish this," he pointed to himself and I cover my face with my hand. "Don't be shy now," he said.

"You have work and I have school," I said placing my hand between us when he stepped forward. "You should go..." I said between my fingers and he pulled my hands away. "There you are," he chuckled.

It was a struggle to leave each other this time around. He hate it worst than I do, "I know I should go," he said.

"You're going to be late..." I said when he still hadn't moved. Thank my lucky stars we left his apartment very early.

Before I finished my sentence, he shook his head. "Bye beauty," he said softly and reluctantly stepped back to his car. "I have to go," he said.

"I know," I nodded.

"I can't wait to see you tonight," he winked sliding into his car, he drove away and I was left standing there a smiling mess.

Ryon and I enjoyed each other company this weekend. We talked like we usually do, sometimes we didn't talk at all and it was great to see him peel away some of those layers and just be the amazing guy that he is in comfortable silence at times. Of course, there was just a little bit of awkwardness sometimes between us but we overlook it. I chuck it up to new relationship jitters and imagine with time I can completely be at ease around him like old times. One thing that wasn't awkward though was the uncontrollable passion, emotions, and desire he brought out of me, I couldn't keep my hands to myself. Was it even normal to miss someone so much when they just leave you after an entire weekend together? I place the back of my hand on my forehead checking for a fever. I must be coming down with something, I wondered how I was going to get that seductive look of longing on Ryons face out of my mind. Ryon made my heart beat with excitement as if I were a teenage girl when I was crushing on him.

Oh, sweet lord, I couldn't help myself. And it came as such a sweet surprise it was worth the wait. We're so good together, we're starting forever now. I couldn't wipe the goofy smile off my face and felt a warm glow inside like I was on top of the world. Only Ryon did that to me. Actually, when I was a teenage girl he had me smiling for no reason at all even when he was not around me. No matter the time that had passed he can still do that to me. God, I missed him already...

Hmmm, I had it bad...

"It's a beautiful morning," I sang walking into the apartment after finally admonishing myself for being stupid to be standing out there. I was a smitten fool.

"Good morning," I greeted Kay with a wide smile as I enter the sitting room.

"What's wrong?" I inquired of her when she didn't greet me back and she just sit there staring at nothing in particular even though there was a ton of paperwork around her.

"Oh hi... Sibel," she said getting out of her trans and my mind went back to the other day when she was sitting this lost.

"Don't hi... me. What's going on?"

"It's nothing. It's just end-of-year exams getting to me. The last leg," she faked a smile and I knew something was terribly wrong.

"You're still going with that same excuse," I asked concerned. "What went wrong? I only left for two days."

"If I say it nothing then it's nothing," she said defensively getting up and walking to her room.

What in the world?

"Keyanna, I'm not playing with you today," I followed her and sit next to her on the bed. "Uh-huh. You're talking to me this minute girl and I'm not taking no for an answer."

"Don't make me fight it out of you," I said showing her my fist when she didn't say a word.

"Dad is coming done on me to get married," she said with a forlorn look on her face

"Why so soon and to who?"

"All he thinks about is the company, I'm sure this has something to do with that."

"Did you reason with him, told him about Raymond?"

"It's no use, Sib. After mom died that man poured his life into that company. Nothing else matters."

"Do we need to remind him it's not the 1800s"

"That's the thing, he would never get it. Sib, he's even choosing my husband for me."

"Wow, just wow this is above me at this minute. "Does he want to arrange you to a stranger? Do you know who it is?" I couldn't get my head wrapped around this entire thing. Mr. Black was always cool so I can't understand his position on this matter. Keyana was his spoiled princess and he made a point to get her whatever she wanted, I couldn't see him auctioning off his only child.

"I have no idea and he's not giving me a choice in the matter."

"Really? I'm speechless sis. I don't know what to say right now," I said wrapping my arms around her tight and she leaned her head on my shoulder.

"Why would he do this..." I wondered out loud.

"He believes men run companies. He doesn't believe I could do it."

”That's sexes. Do I need to give him a lecture on the topic?"

”No one can talk to him, he has made up his mind."

"He's ready to give up his only daughter. What about all the work you've done? What about you're only footsteps away from obtaining your MBA? Why can't you run the company successfully? I'm betting you would do a better job than a man."

"You don't think I said those very words to him? He's stressing me when I have my final exams and I can't handle it, Sib."

"I'm sorry boo. I'm so sorry," I soothe her hair and hold her close to me.

What kind of trouble is this...

"Maybe you should tell him you've been dicklarise already," I said after a moment and we burst out laughing.

"Sibel..."