BROKEN ALPHA'S WITCH MATE

Chapter 36: This feels wrong

Ava

I turned and tossed on the bed changing direction. My eyes were aching, I yawned and groaned sweeping my hand across the vast bed, and Kai was missing from my side. That was strange because we lay there together and fell asleep in each other’s arms like "cousins" we were. I opened my eyes, the bedside lamp was on and there he was seated on the couch with his arms spread. A bottle of whiskey on the glass table in front of him a glass in his right hand his head tilted backwards. Clearly he looked like a man so stressed. A quick glance on the clock, it was two in the morning. So early for him to be up leave alone drinking. As a billionaire perhaps working would have been better.

"Good morning Ava? How did you sleep?" He asked and sipped his drink.

"Not so great it's two in the morning, you drink this early in the morning?" I asked seating on the bed. Sleep had evaded my eyes.

"Not every day"

"Why today. Like am I the reason why...."

"No, you’re not the reason. It's just a thing I do when sleep tries to play hide and seek with me" his words were followed by a loud yawn.

His eyes were bloodshot wiry wrinkles under them. Signs of a really sleepless night. Perhaps I had fallen asleep and forgotten about him. But it was not too late to help him. We still had time.

"Come on" I invited him back to the bed.

"You want me to join you there?"

"Yeah it's not like we haven't slept together on this bed already, come on I have something that can help"

"Okay" he shrugged and walked towards me.

After he sat my hands roughly pushed him on the bed. Whatever was coming next I had never done it to someone else. I sat on him and started unbuttoning his shirt a button after another enjoying the rhythmic up and down movements of his broad chest. When I got to his abs lust got the better of me, his eyes were calm fixed on me and when my palms met his chest he exhaled sharply with a faint glow of red in his eyes. It motivated me to get nastier, my touch was having an effect on him and I guess Lynn wasn't that special after all.

"Just lie back and relax, let me do my thing"

A nod was his respond. An Innocent nod, more humble than I had ever seen him.

My fingers were circled around his neck and he seemed calm, they trailed down to his pacs, I pinched his n*****s with my thumb and index fingers and his body arched. So strong.

"How are you feeling?"

"Great I guess".

"I want you to fall asleep, shut your eyes"

She shut his eyes and I put my effort on massaging his head and ears down to his beard-chin and chest. I couldn't resist the urge to work on his abs and he wasn't stopping me. Out of temptation I slid my arm under his boxers and he did nothing. There was no stopping. Quickly He helped me roll off his pants with his eyes obediently shut and behold his throbbing veiny curved p***s. The w***e in me came out and I grabbed it with both arms and send it through my warm mouth. He dragged me further upwards forcing me to sit on his d**k, a fabric away from my already wet kitty. We looked at each other lustfully.

"This is a bad idea" I said both of us breathing heavily.

"Am up for such ideas" He said witch a cheeky grin on his eyes.

"It won't do harm anyway right?"

"Yeah just once, to help out a friend who can't sleep? A friend who'll be your husband soon"

"Look at you trying to entice me into s*x" I said lazily slapping his cheek.

His boner on my ass crack was really getting uncomfortable. My mind was set to have s*x with him. My slugging was just delaying the inevitable.

"Is it working?"

"No, but still" My right arm grabbed his d**k while my left one rolled down the cheeky undies I had on under my night dress.

"Ooh!" He moaned as I led the tip of his d**k through my p***y lips, his arms were on my ass and the beautiful glow of his eyes was longer than before.

"Slowly!" I mumbled pushing myself down his long strong veiny shaft, nothing I had already had in there before.

"Okay let me..."

"Keep your damn hands away Kai!" I ordered brushing him off.

It was really painful and thrilling at the same time. His d**k seemed to get bigger further away from the head and my vaginal muscles were struggling to stretch that wide to accommodate him.

"Relax I know what to do" He said and quickly flipped me over.

"What are you doing?" I asked my body landing on the comfortable mattress. We both bounced on our combined weight.

"What I've been dying to" He said and started rubbing my clit with his fingers, it felt so good that I tried to get his hand off but he was so strong, the result was me losing control over my magic and everything in the room started shaking as a result of a mild earthquake. He realized and stopped. I almost killed him.

"Please, keep doing whatever you were doing" I begged gasping for air. The rumbling noise in my ear and the shaking stopped.

Instead of rubbing my clit again I felt his d**k make its way through my wetness, he entangled our hands spreading them further, lying between my thighs, my legs that were encircled around his waist.

"Don't worry, I'll be gentle" he whispered in my ear and bit the lobe gently sliding into me.

I moaned as he started pounding inside of me slowly, groaning on every stroke that threatened to separate me into town. I should have known he was preparing for one long stroke that forced a loud scream from my mouth, he was all in. My arms were around his neck and he didn't go easy on me. Strong quick thrusts, answered by my weak ones of mine. He was a master of erotic. One last deep thrust and I felt his seed flood me he rolled off me and lay by my side.

"Thank you" he said breathing heavily.

"No, thank you. I really needed those inches in me!" I said lying on his chest with his arm circled around me.

That was enough c*m to make me pregnant with twins. We talked a little before I fell asleep again feeling all relaxed.

***An Hour Later****

Kai

The moon was shining brightly in the sky, and the early morning cold fresh air was replenishing my lungs as my wolf ran through the woods. The last stop was the small lake and I was planning to jump in and let the cold water squeeze all the warmth from me as punishment. I had messed up big. Out of lust, curiosity to know how special Ava was and disappointment was starting to sink in. She was nothing like Lynn. s*x with her was good but nothing more. As long as I had her my nightmares, the ones that woke me up in the first place, were still going to haunt me.

The choice between the two girls was tearing my two personalities apart. I got to the shore of the lake and Morphed back into my human form. Without hesitation, nose-dived into the cold water with a splash and stayed under it holding my breath. Down there my mind wouldn't let me off the hooks of guilt. I kept seeing Lynn, the s*x, hanging out, that date by the beach and the stroll by the streets, watching that performer and that conversation on that bench in the people’s park.

"...and if you ever make me regret my choice then at least I'll be suffering for the right reasons" she said.

Guilt was not a new territory for me. I had lived with the guilt of my mother's death all my life but the s*x with Ava was eating me up badly. In my mum's case there were other villains, dad's business enemies who were sent to kill my mother but in this case I was the bad guy. Ava didn't force herself on me and if she did I was more powerful than her, I gave in to my lust and curiosity and it didn't feel right. Felt like cheating. Cheating? We were not even married. I emerged to gasp for some air, floating on the water, the moon shining bright giving the lake a navy blue tinge. It was calm.

"What have I done?"

If that was that how couples who loved each other felt after cheating. Then there was a chance, I was in love with a human mate. She brought out the best out of me even though she couldn't give me powerful children. Another plan was cooking in my head, and involved having both. Lately I had been thinking that perhaps that was my problem. Wanting both yet nature couldn't allow that. But in a choice between my happiness and my future, I had to choose my future and that was Ava.

Back when I was giving her my memories I saw something in her mind. I didn't know compulsion and sharing of memories worked both ways. Unless she could also choose the memories to give to me, most of them were about Luca and the supernatural war coming back again. I was even worried how she lived with all that in her mind, bloodshed, innocent people dying, and humans like Lynn getting preyed on by Luca’s vampires. To stop that I needed her but first I had to break free from Lynn. Lies were getting the best of me, first it was my werewolf nature, then Ava being my cousin and I didn't know what more lies I was capable of telling. How many more of them were coming and how they were going to affect her.

By the time I got out of the lake my body was numb and the sun was coming out. I morphed back into my wolf form and released one long haul of freedom, sadness, regrets and disappointment. A tough decision was before me. I literally had to push away the only girl who could not only make me sleep but also bring out the best out of me.

"Good morning sir, you need some help" Arthur said coming from behind. He was carrying a towel and some fresh gym clothes, "Whatever it is let's run through it" he suggested.

I morphed back to human form and dressed up. We started jigging across the forest in silence.

"I have to break up with Lynn" I said.

"Why now?"

"I had s*x with Ava and I'm feeling guilty"

"So it means you love Lynn"

"And I can't marry her. I don't want to waste her time, Ava is a witch. Among the best she'll give me powerful children and figure out my insomnia we just haven't talked about it. Will you help me?"

"Yes sir. I was just starting to like her" He said looking away.

"Not helping Arthur"

"Sorry sir"

#Authors note

Do you pity Lynn?