I had never thought of it like that. He turned 18 a long time before I did. He would have realized who I was as soon as he saw me. He never said anything. He never let on. But that makes so much sense now. After he turned 18 he would always want to hang around with me and the twins when I was at the packhouse. If we would have movie nights or something like that. He was always there. I always thought it was strange that he wasn’t out getting himself a life once he turned 18. But instead he hung around with us 12 year olds. He never did anything inappropriate with me. He just always wanted to be there while I was there. He was always involved when we would play board games and always wanted to be on my team. We used to kick the twins' asses. They were really good times. I hurt

