(Stephanie) It's official. I hate him. I hate him so freaking much. What an arrogant, rude, and downright selfish prick! The worst thing about all of this is that I didn't push Grant away. What was I thinking!? It's like all reasoning went out the window the moment Grant wrapped his large hands around my wrists. I had never felt anything like it. The s****l tension between us was eating me alive. The desire I have for that man was beyond anything I could comprehend, and the worst part of it all... I would've let him do anything to me in that moment. Hell, I WANTED him to do anything for me at that moment. Then he finally got me to say his name, and everything stopped. Ugh, why did I have to give in so easily? I felt like my body was wound up tight. This feeling of pent up rage