(Katrina)
"Are you sure you don't want me to stay with you tonight? We can do a sleepover t-type thing." Gabriella asked, the look of worry filling her eyes as I knew exactly why.
She was afraid I might do something drastic again. But I swore never to do that, no matter what. Even if I feel like I'm lower than I have been in months, I will manage to get through this. I have to.
"I can't ask you to do that." I whispered before letting out a small hiccup. I was just ready to go to my room and crawl into bed. "It's the twins' first Christmas, Gabriella. I'm not going to ruin that."
It's funny, the old me craved to be noticed. I wanted to be the center of anyone's attention. Just one person would've been enough. But instead, I was just there. Like Cecilia's shadow. Even my looks were co
