The following day I had to get up and get dressed a lot earlier than I wanted to. If it was up to me then I would have probably stayed in bed all day. But when I got to the funeral home the director was waiting for me and he started showing me all the different options for everything that I needed to know about. “Are you sure you want to do this alone?” The director asked. “Yeah. There’s no one else to help me.” I said. “I know that’s not true.” He said. And I looked at him with a weary sort of look since I had never met him before. “I don’t want to bother them with this. It’s not something that anyone should have to deal with.” I said. And he nodded his head. He showed me to his office and we sat down to go over all the details. All the different coffins, all the different flo