CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT SONG RECOMMENDATION FOR THE CHAPTER: DRUNK TEXT ME BY Lexi Jayde IAN’S POV I’d never gotten over her and I was not sure I ever will. How could the short time we were together make me fall for her this hard? In a few minutes, when the clock strikes twelve, I’d officially be nineteen and given my alpha status I was likely to find out my mate by tomorrow. Except I didn’t feel ready; I wasn’t ready to let go of Faith or the memories I have of her. My eyes lingered at my phone, on her contact information, wondering if she would perhaps text me or call on my birthday. Did she miss me perhaps? Or at least what we used to have between us? Did she sometimes stay up late in the night wondering if Lucian hadn’t come in between us, we would still be together? “Are you drinki