WARNING!! THIS CHAPTER IS FULL OF IAN REMINISCIZING THEIR OLD MEMORIES AND HOW HOW EVENTUALLY CHOSES TO LET HER GO. SOME OF YOU MIGHT FIND IT REPETITIVE, SO YOU CAN CHOSE TO SKIP IT. I WROTE IT BECAUSE I FELT IT WAS IMPORTANT FOR IAN TO ACTUALLY REMINISCIZE AND GRADUALLY MAKE A DECISION, THIS TIME FOR GOOD. OR YOU CAN SKIP TOWARDS THE LAST FEW PARAGRAPHS TOWARDS THE END. THANK YOU. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR IAN’S POV All I can think about is her and the pictures in my phone weren’t doing me any favors. From the first time I’d kissed her: “Then stop caring about what people say about me because honestly, on my part I don’t care,” I turned to walk out of the class, aware that everyone’s eyes were on me but then I stopped, half turning to look at Amber,” You know, I really thought that you woul