A/N: This chapter discusses a small portion of abortion and miscarriage, readers discretion advised. This chapter is for all the mothers who have lost a child through a miscarriage or abortion. You are loved and you are strong. "Before I carried the pain, I carried you. And in my heart, I carry you still." ~Unknown Chapter Twenty-Six Davina was beginning to think she was cursed. Today wasn't going as planned and it seemed like the universe was against her for some reason. Today she woke up stepping into Sirius's puke that he oh so kindly left for her next to her bed and then to make things even better her and Maria had forgotten to throw the expired milk away so when she went to pour milk into her bowl she was hit with the most foul smell ever and she dropped not only her bowl but