LARA’S POV Ever since I got back, there is not a single day in my life that I did not tell myself that I should be doing better from now on—meaning I would drop my need to make everyone’s lives a living hell, because deep down inside me, that is not something I genuinely want to do anymore; meaning I would do my best to live myself life, the way I am actually leaving and not because of any other reasons; meaning I would be the best version of myself, for myself and for others. I am given a second, and I have decided to use it wisely. I am in the process of everything and I will become more annoying because I will tend to repeat all of those words, until I actually accomplish them all. This time, I am not taking any other reasons, any other excuses, to do otherwise. Just like now—after t