37. The choice of despair
Lea I was reading in my room before a nap when I heard Alexus’s voice accompanied by a soft knock, which made me stand up with a jolt. “Lea, we have to talk.” He sounded very serious. Was his cold true self back now that I didn’t fall for his act? Avoiding him wasn’t working, I had to talk to him, ask him once again to stay away. Even though I was quite sure it wouldn’t work. “Come in,” I exhaled. He entered the room, without wasting time, and walked closer to me. His proximity had plenty of contradictory effects on my heart and body, my baby moved in my belly, but not in an agitated way. Could he recognize Alexus’s voice as his dad’s? We never know when it comes to hybrid babies. Besides, my heartbeat grew rapid, and I felt warm, even aroused… Was I becoming just like pregnant-
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