Michael Time had passed so long for me since the day that Nick and I did not talk to each other. Actually, he is not at fault for this, but it is all because of me. I decided to stay away from him because if I continue to be shoe of good shoes to him, he will like me even more. And I don’t want that to happen. I care for him a lot. But the thing that he is feeling for me is just not for me and him. It is impossible to happen. Firstly, we are both guys. Secondly, he is my brother. We may not be brothers by blood, but he is a brother to me already. Thirdly, we hold the same last name. Just imagine what will happen to him if we continue with this. I can take people’s criticism to make him feel good, but if it just gives him sorrow, then better not do it. I may be hurting him in his pers

