As Lexi lays on her stomach on Alec's old bed , the listened to music while her mouth was buried into the pillow as soft sobs escape her lips . Her back jerks up and down with each silent sob , tears rolling down her face , over her nose , dropping onto the pillow . A knock on the door makes Lexi drag her face over the pillow before she sits up , swallowing the tears . “Come in .” She croaks out , wiping the back of her hand over her eyes and she tucks the small strands of hair behind her ear . The door swings open and instead of aunt Rochelle appearing like who she thought was at the door , Jason strides in with a tote bag . “Oh .” Lexi’s fake smile falls , her shoulders sinking in relief . She did not mind Jason seeing her like this because she doesn’t really care what he thinks .