Dear Diary,
I did something really wrong today. And even though deep down I feel that what I did I was wrong...I don't feel like apologizing.
I forced myself on Alyssa today. It was so wrong on so many levels and I feel so bad deep within. I just completely lost it! All we do is fight these days. All she does is piss me off by saying unnecessary things. She is not happy with this...she is not happy with that. What the f*****g hell does she wants?
And why does she keep bringing up Elena up all the time? Am I sleeping with her? No. Am I talking to her? No. Then why does she keep bringing her up f*****g damn time!
She thinks I have become like this because of her. What bullshit is that?
And even if I have that's my business not hers. I am with her here. I go out with her to those stu
