Dear Diary,
This is suffocating. This is so suffocating that I don't know what could give me solace. I am feeling helpless here. I think I lost my best friend today...
We all went for camping this week and it was actually wonderful. The place was stunning but honestly I am no mood to go deep into explanation now. Alyssa and I managed to sneak out sometimes when Ellie was asleep and I even tried to tell her about us yesterday morning. Alyssa wants everybody to know. And first of all Ellie. I don't know why can't she understand that I had to take things slow and carefully with Ellie. Doesn't she know how important Ellie is for me? Why does she seems so insecure of her?
She is my girlfriend. Ellie is my best friend. There's a bloody difference!
But I should have told her yesterday mo
