I felt my heart beating madly as the elevator whirled me up to Noah's apartment. I was coming here after six months. Six long months of hell but what was I even coming here for? To get my things was an excuse because I was not going to take anything out of here. What if he comes and sees all my things gone? I don't want him to think that I was choosing Adrian over him because that was not the case. It was him. It will always be him even if he finds someone else. Although, I trusted him and I trusted our love.
It was this one thing. This one single thing of finding him once again someday...that's what has kept me going these six long months. I will find him, no matter what it takes but before that as promised...I will try to find myself. Even though I had no idea what was that supposed to
