Dear Diary,
I feel a bit happy today. I accomplished a mission today and I also realised that Ellie still loves me just like she used to.
I invited Ellie and her boyfriend to movies with Alyssa and me. To apologise for being so rude. But seeing them sitting hand in hand and so close pushed me to the brink again. So I left to get some fresh air. And there I found the right moment to do what I have been wanting to do for a long time. Have a man to man talk with that bastard.
I told him how much I mean to Ellie. And I promised him that I will take her away. All I need to do is shed a few tears and she will come running to me. The bastard punched me hard and we got into fight. Ellie came along to separate us. But I know that it was his reaction to fear. He was afraid that my words might
