When I arrive at Rory's house I get down from the car and handed my white diamond earrings to the driver just like I had bargained with him and I run into the gates of, but unlike usual (because I've been here a few time,) there is no guard or security around and I begin to wonder why that is and if he was inside but summoning my courage up, I walk inside. I open the door into the living room which is awfully quiet and I enter. With every step I take, my heartbeat increases and I direct my feet into the bedroom first, but I don't see him there. I decided to look in his study room where he had taken me a few times the past weeks. He told me he always come there to read and comfort himself when things don't go his way and he has no one else to talk to or confide in. My heart aches a little,