This wasn't how I imagined my first proposal would be but it is what it is and I do not regret my decision now. She stares at me like I'm crazy or insane. “Keenan, you're not serious are you?” “I've never been more serious in my life,” I reply, not understanding why she'd think I'll be joking about this. Marriage for me is a serious commitment and I will not be entering it with just anyone, and Taylor isn't just anymore, she's the one. The only one. “Keenan, I love you,” she begins to say and I seem to know her answer won't be the one I'm hoping for, “I'm not really what you want as a life partner.” Her hand goes to the box in my hand and closes it and it feels like she just closed the door to her heart, “I'm sorry, Keenan, I can't marry you, I can't sign this.” she closes the contrac

