As Nikolai began to fade away, Roxanne wondered for a moment if she had been so delirious with fear that it had made her conjure up such a sweet and loving Nikolai? Once he was completely gone, she was brought back to the dark present, looking back towards the Nikolai that still stood in the doorway with his Luna-to-be still behind him. Both of them looking at her with pure disgust and hatred while interlocking arms, Nikolai’s hand gently resting over hers. Another pain hit her and she tried to focus on her breathing but all she could see was the pleasure radiating in their eyes at seeing her in distress. She looked away and took in deep breaths, staring at the place where the other Nikolai had been just moments before. Roxanne! This is a nightmare! I’m real and waiting for you! Please w

