Alana
It wasn't fair! I just got Soren back, and here he is talking as if his life doesn't matter at all. I knew the risk of having s*x, which I didn't really want to do, but everything changes when the man you love comes face to face with death. Since the day we met, he has always been hardheaded, but I can't take him not giving a s**t about his life.
I was lost completely and utterly lost without him. Hell, it even got so bad that I had thought Ace was Soren. I only know this because bits and pieces over the last twenty-four hours have slowly come back to me. Being a therapist, I deal with depression and PTSD on a daily, but I never thought that I would experience, let alone have an extreme case of it.
I'm so furious with him right now, which is why I had to walk away. Not once ha
