Martina I get up and can say I didn't sleep much after hearing Vincent's words and witnessing his strange behavior. He's possessive; why would he be if he's next to his wife, the woman he couldn't forget even after so many years? It's hard to have Vincent so close and yet so far. I love him and will love him for the rest of my life, even if I have to watch how his life continues with his beloved wife. I take a shower, and without realizing it, his lips come back to my mind. His kiss made me feel his need, his desire, and something more. I rub my hands over my face several times to get those thoughts out of my head. I dry my body and put on light-colored jeans, a white buttoned cardigan, and white sneakers. I want to be comfortable today. I'll spend the whole day with my children. When

