Austyn 3 months have passed since my 18th birthday. Life has been amazing. Well, everything besides one thing. School. I am doing terribly. I don't know why. I can't get my grades up, no matter what I do. Like, nothing is sticking. I failed my last exam. Failing isn't even the correct word to use. I bombed my last exam. My mind is just not in it for some reason. I thought it was because of Zeus at first, but I have made sure not to make him my whole life. I often tell him that I need a day or two to study before my exams. He normally goes away and handles business when I need to study, but I still am not doing well in school. Mom and dad came to see me, because I have been so busy with school and work and Zeus, but she doesn't know that that's why I have not been able to go home. She