Have you ever thought about the life we are living in? In the eyes of an average person like me, I've come to notice how the world has changed throughout the years. Saying that I am just average seems a bit of a stretch. It feels different though... like I have lived through a whole lot of ordeal in my life (or lives I guess) but I have yet to experience living as I am right now. I kind of want to die now and see what's in store for me in the next life, but it's not worth it. I mean... my life right as of this moment is not worth living for... but I guess this is it huh? I want to know if I am living in this world called reality, a plain of existence that slaps the truth in front of you and spits out everything that you want to know without holding back. Alas, this world is not like this... conspiracies, the government not telling the truth, money as the source of evil, corruption, crime, birth, death, murder and I don't even know anymore... am I really supposed to be average? I've come to know a lot but... is this everything there is to this world that I am living for?
believe me, I TRIED TO WAKE UP a whole lot of times in my life and yet I can't seem to find out what it means to be real... it is funny BUT... I STILL FOUND MYSELF ASLEEP.