"I felt horrible as my Dad had to take care of me, when I should have been an independent adult, and then we lost nearly everything. I felt really bad, because I wasn't in that state to go out, find a job and start to work. I was thinking about something that I could do online, but I couldn't find anything that would pay us enough money to handle and keep the farm. My dad is retired and he isn't young anymore, so I felt really hopeless."
She kept a little break, then she continued.
"The other thing is, he also told me the reason why he wanted me to come. He told me that at that time, he was really selfish because he loved you so much, and he didn't realize that he had ruined our lives. He told me what kind of life you live, and he said he worries about you, he worries about your health
