I went to an examination straight after the last assault happened, and the doctors found obvious evidence of the abuse. So I was in the winning position. I turned 17 just before the lawsuit, and that made the case more serious. There were a few people around me who witnessed my emotional and physical changes. They all stood by me, and they tried to work with me to make sure Hamish never leaves the prison. We went to San Antonio. The lawsuit took place there. It took all of my energy, and when I had to face him again and he was looking at me with those eyes, like he wanted to murder me, I collapsed. They needed to take me out and help me to get back to my senses. The doctors have already offered me some treatment with psychologists. I decided I'm going to see one as soon as it's finished.

