Alana After mating with Silas, I felt like I had betrayed Jax. Unable to face anybody at the moment, I grabbed Silas’ robe and hastily threw it around me, then I ran back to the spare bedroom. I didn’t want my cub to see me crying again, so I quickly glanced his way to make sure he was okay, then I rushed to the bathroom and shut the door. With my back pressed firmly against the door, I slid down on it until my butt was on the floor, then I buried my hands in the palm of my hands and let the tears free. For what must have been close to an hour, I sat on the bathroom floor and cried over everything that happened. It had only been a few days since Silas killed Jax, and I had already found myself in bed with the one person I wanted to hate more than anybody else. Thanks to