Ryder’s P.O.V Devon sat down next to me on the step, handing me a beer which I took from him. “Ryder I am sorry. I should never have done what I did to you.” He said I turned to look at him for the first time. I was still angry at him yes but not as angry as I used to be around him. “Are you saying that cause you mean or cause she is gone?” I asked “I mean it Ryder. I should never have done to that you, there is no excuse it for it.” he said his face full of regret and eyes full of sadness “Then why did you do it?” I asked “I don’t know, she had a way of getting to me…getting me to give into her. I know that is not excuse but it was true. It was like she put me under some sort of spell, made me feel like the most amazing guy in the world…made you out to be a complete asshole.