Tap! Tap! Tap! I stare at the broken motel tv that has only one channel. The shopping center. A Chinese carton in my hands, I slowly eat my noodles. I've gotten calls from only three people. Bethenny and Robbie. I both answered Bethenny's and Robbie's but I dodged Ryan's. I knew that if I had answered her call, I would have been yelled at and called certain names because I got pregnant by her boyfriend. My mom, dad nor Ace has called me but I didn't think they would. I'm just a slut in their eyes. The daughter who only had s*x one time with one guy, but is a slut to them because she got pregnant on her first try. But they have another daughter who has been sleeping around since 8th grade, but she isn't a slut. I look at the alarm clock on the bedside table, the bright green numbers fl