Alyssa It has been five long days since Ares left and hated how much I missed him. I hated that I kept looking for him in the rearview mirror when James drove me. I hated that the house felt too big and too quiet without his strong silent presence filling up the space especially at night when I couldn’t sleep, I could always find him at the gym or around the house. I wanted to hear his gruff voice. I missed the feeling of his touch on me, the way his dark eyes bore into mine as though they could see through me, I felt so stupid and weak for missing a man who had basically told me he was no good for me. Tsk. On the other hand work… work was a nightmare. Damon had not made life easier for me since Ares almost beat him to death If anything it was worse. It was pressure upon pressu

