I sit in class and stare at Kai's empty seat, wondering where he is. My life returned to normal a few weeks ago; as normal as it can be anyway. I started back to class, hanging out with my friends, doing the things a twenty-two year old girl should be doing.
I should really be paying attention right now, but it's so hard to keep my mind straight these days. Kai still hasn't been found and until he is, I'm always going to worry if he'll take someone else I love from me. That's why I've been holding them all a little closer; my dad, Leo, Anna, Rue; they mean the world to me. I can't lose someone else. I can't. I won't.
I often lie in bed at night and think about what I'm going to do the next time I see Kai. I don't care if it's weeks, months or even years from now; he's gonna pa
