How much trauma can one person take? Does the universe just totally have it out for me or something? Did I piss off Queen Karma? Because it feels like she's coming for me. I'm not sure how much more my heart can handle. First my mom, now my best friend in the world. I can't bear this kind of burden. I'm not strong enough. It's not fair. Leo, Anna and I have been sitting in the waiting room of the hospital all night while Rue undergoes emergency surgery. Daryl says the fact that she's even still alive is a miracle. Leo's car was crushed. They were certain whoever was inside had no chance of making it. But we know our Rue is a fighter. If anyone can survive something like this, it's her. "I should've been with her," Anna cries, staring straight ahead, blankly. "If it wasn't f